I slack, this I know. So here's some (very grateful) catchup:
17: Health
On Saturday, I ran my first ever race. It was only a 5K, but after injuring my knees while prepping for a half marathon earlier this year, I was so grateful to have healthy, strong legs that allowed me to finish.
18: Friends
I seriously have some of the most incredible friends. I love talking to them and I am so grateful for all they do for me. I just love being able to call up/come home to so many lovely, authentic people.
19: Dentists
I write this one a bit begrudgingly, but it's true. I was cursed with awful genes for teeth, and if it weren't for modern technology most of my mouth probably would have fallen out by now. I may have a nervous breakdown every time I go to the dentist, but at least I have a mouthful of teeth!
20: Road Trips!
Sadek, Laura and I are driving down to Arizona today, and I'm excited! It may be a grueling 11 hour drive, but at least I get to make it with people I love, music I enjoy, and snacks! Let the Thanksgiving-ness begin!
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Tuesday, November 20, 2012
Saturday, May 12, 2012
Time for Honesty
Given that I'm writing a talk on honesty tonight, I thought I'd get some things off my chest- honestly.
I want to be CONSISTENT, dang it. I hate having my feelings wrenched around my heart like the spinning teacups ride. No matter where I end up, I still feel dizzy.
I love the Avengers, even the second time. Possibly more so.
I'm worried sick about those I love. So many people that are struggling, so many to help and hold and keep. So much truth I wish I could share, but not quite knowing how. My sister, my mom, and all my roommates. Why can't I fix everything? I guess the better question is this: how do I be okay recognizing that others making the right choices isn't necessarily the most important thing, it's allowing them to use their agency in the best possible way. (Thank you again, Joss Whedon).
Today I did something I've never done before. I ran six miles. SIX MILES. The last mile was so, so hard- but I did it, with the help and support of my great roommate (and some angels, I'm sure). It feels so good to know that by body is capable of so much.
I wish I could stop directing my resentful feelings toward others. I have so much to be grateful for, and everyone is living their life in the best way they know how.
And sometimes...sometimes you just have to cry.
This is one heck of a journey. While I love the steps along the way, sometimes it's hard not to wish I could just skip to the end already.
I want to be CONSISTENT, dang it. I hate having my feelings wrenched around my heart like the spinning teacups ride. No matter where I end up, I still feel dizzy.
I love the Avengers, even the second time. Possibly more so.
I'm worried sick about those I love. So many people that are struggling, so many to help and hold and keep. So much truth I wish I could share, but not quite knowing how. My sister, my mom, and all my roommates. Why can't I fix everything? I guess the better question is this: how do I be okay recognizing that others making the right choices isn't necessarily the most important thing, it's allowing them to use their agency in the best possible way. (Thank you again, Joss Whedon).
Today I did something I've never done before. I ran six miles. SIX MILES. The last mile was so, so hard- but I did it, with the help and support of my great roommate (and some angels, I'm sure). It feels so good to know that by body is capable of so much.
I wish I could stop directing my resentful feelings toward others. I have so much to be grateful for, and everyone is living their life in the best way they know how.
And sometimes...sometimes you just have to cry.
This is one heck of a journey. While I love the steps along the way, sometimes it's hard not to wish I could just skip to the end already.
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