hodge podge

This weekend has been packed.  And I'm over-thinking it.  I was so super happy- so much good happened.  I got exactly what I wanted from everyone in my life, they did exactly what I asked them for.  And yet I feel a bit lost now.  I talk so much about how life is for growth and experiences...but when I'm the one in the midst of them, it's hard to see the value.  Sometimes, I need to step back and see the bigger picture.  And if I can't, then well..."It's better to look up."

Breaking Benjamin: The Diary of Jane

...this captures so much of the feeling of how hard it is to be as strong as necessary and as vulnerable as love requires.