I love being productive. The only way I really feel okay about relaxing is if I've spent more of the day being busy than any normal, sane human being. And tonight I felt great about it.
It's getting a little weird that by the time I get home from school my roommates are usually asleep...
God is good. He knows me. He knows exactly how stressed I am, and He's giving me the tools to get the answers I need.
That said, I've got some serious decisions coming up here. Four major ones I can count right now, in the following categories:
- Emotional stability
- Future relationships
- Present vocational choices
- Future educational and career choices
The interesting thing is that I never seem to be confused about spiritual choices. Rather, those are the choices I just need to keep consistently making that allow me to know what to do in all of the other areas.
I have an epic plan for tomorrow, and if it works I am going to be a very, very happy girl. And if it doesn't, I'm sure something else will happen that I will get to learn from.
Finally, I'm learning about being wrong. I'm learning that mistakes don't necessarily mean you need to feel guilty-sometimes they're just mistakes. And that being wrong isn't always-or even usually-a bad thing. Because recognizing that you're wrong means you've realized an area in which to grow, a way you can improve relationships, or a new way of looking at the world. It means greater understanding.
Yeah, I know it's from the Vampire Diaries.
I've never seen the show (and don't want to), but the song resonated with what I'm learning tonight.
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